Hey guys, sorry I havent been on in a while ( 3 months - Not one to do anything Technically ) I do go on DA but do nothing look for nothing, I have lost my insperation, my school work is taken over my lifestyle and DA time, I am an architect for multiple servers which can be a pain since I have to be on one of them each time, I am regaining my original roots by talking on skype with my french mates and playing Minez, Fairis Craft and Roleplay servers, I want to quit DA because I have nothing to do and it has become boring all I get is tons of post from MinecraftMakers, EpicFanArts ect... I can't handle it anymore... I gotta find people's art and feature it, hardly any of my friends are on anymore, my best friends quit so why stay? I dont submit my deviations anymore and I certainly won't be doing much here!

I'll be around until I made a full descsion on whethever to stay here any longer, I will be posting another journal for my groups MinecraftMakers which as 400+ members and a holding group EpicFanArt which is from one of my friends unless someone can manage to cheer me up ( Which is unlikely ) this website as become a dessert to me....

Since my Accident with a my bike ( Got hit by a car )  I have realised that death is not terrible, my life at home as been somewhat shit ( Pardon my french ) I attempted to suicide twice which I couldnt bear it since both was under Chocking, ( Hanging and Drowning ) which I couldnt do it, so to release my Depression and Anger towards people I love, Hate I cut myself, It is the only way to relieve me from my body which I find to be a cage... I scream at my mother for having me... and I ran away while my friends worried about me yet I still run, I feel like an alien trapped on this land. for once I finnaly write something about because I always hide my inner feeling, I always look cheerful and happy becuase I dont want to show them my pain and make them the same as me so I put up a brave face, treat everyday like my last by paying for my friends food and drinks, I get called generous yet all I do is behave like I will dye tomorow...
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